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  The lone survivor of a serial killer is once again a target in this classic tale from USA TODAY bestselling author Rita Herron…

  With one brief, terrifying phone call, Lisa Langley’s nightmare began again. Four years ago she was the sole survivor of the Grave Digger, a madman who buried his victims alive. Now a copycat killer is on the loose and she’s the only chance Special Agent Brad Booker has of stopping this twisted psycho before more women—including Lisa—die.

  Hard-edged and always in control, Booker has never forgiven himself for failing to save Lisa from being taken by the first Grave Digger. Whatever it takes, this time he’s not going to let her down. Because almost losing Lisa is not something he can live through twice…

  Look what Romantic Times BOOKclub has to say about

  RITA HERRON

  A Breath Away

  “Herron has crafted a psychologically frightening novel. The plot is complex and compelling…the story’s twists are refreshingly not predictable.”

  Her Eyewitness

  “Rita Herron will grab your attention.”

  The Man from Falcon Ridge

  “4 1/2 stars! Rita Herron’s eerie gothic is a bewitching mixture of suspense and paranormal.”

  Saving His Son

  “Rita Herron produces a prime intrigue.”

  Mysterious Circumstances

  “4 stars. A terrifying tale of terrorism and germ warfare that has a very realistic feel. Fast-paced, edge-of-your-seat suspense drives the story from beginning to end.”

  The Cradle Mission

  “An exciting and engaging read.”

  RITA HERRON—CONDENSED BOOKLIST

  The Heroes of Horseshoe Creek

  Lock, Stock and McCullen

  McCullen’s Secret Son

  Roping Ray McCullen

  Warrior Son

  Bucking Bronc Lodge

  Certified Cowboy

  Cowboy in the Extreme

  Cowboy to the Max

  Cowboy Cop

  Native Cowboy

  Ultimate Cowboy

  Harlequin Intrigue

  Cold Case at Camden Crossing

  Cold Case at Carlton’s Canyon

  Cold Case at Cobra Creek

  Cold Case in Cherokee Crossing

  HQN Books

  A Breath Away

  In a Heartbeat

  Last Kiss Goodbye

  Say You Love Me

  Don’t Say a Word

  IN A HEARTBEAT

  Rita Herron

  Other titles by Rita Herron sure to keep you up at night

  A Breath Away

  Mysterious Circumstances

  The Man from Falcon Ridge

  Midnight Disclosures

  Undercover Avenger

  A Warrior’s Mission

  The Cradle Mission

  Memories of Megan

  Silent Surrender

  Saving His Son

  Forgotten Lullaby

  Her Eyewitness

  Send Me a Hero

  And don’t forget to watch for Rita’s next romantic suspense

  Last Kiss Goodbye

  Sending chills down your spine summer!

  To Allison Lyons—for our first big book together.

  Thanks for all your suggestions and patience.

  Hope we celebrate many more together!

  CONTENTS

  PROLOGUE

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  CHAPTER NINETEEN

  CHAPTER TWENTY

  CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

  CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

  PROLOGUE

  LISA LANGLEY COULDN’T breathe.

  Heat engulfed her, and perspiration trickled down her brow and neck, the cloying air filled with the scent of decay, blood and foul body odors.

  Her captor’s smell.

  Her own.

  She was suffocating. Being buried alive. Swallowed by the darkness.

  Cold terror clutched her in its grip. The wooden box imprisoning her was so small her arms and legs touched the sides. An insect crawled along her chin, nipping at her skin, biting at the flesh. She tried to scream, but her throat was so dry and parched that the sound died.

  Tears mingled with the sweat on her cheeks, streaming into her hair and down her neck. What kind of maniac buried a woman alive?

  The same kind that robbed you of your life the last few days.

  William White. The man she’d dated off and on for the past six months.

  How could she not have known what kind of monster he was?

  She trembled as the terrifying memories rushed back—the first day the suspicions had crept into her mind. The subtle nuances that William possessed a violent streak. His morbid fascination with the articles in the paper describing the murders.

  The odd look in his eyes when the press named him the “Grave Digger.”

  Above her, a shovel scraped the ground. Dirt splattered the top of the box. Rocks and debris pinged on top of her. The shovel again. More dirt. Over and over. The eerie drone of his voice humming an old hymn faded in and out as he worked.

  The past few days had been a living nightmare. He’d heard her call the police. Had known she’d figured out his identity. Had known that the FBI was coming for him.

  There was nothing else he could do, he’d told her—except treat her as he had his other victims.

  She’d thought each day she would die. But each time, when he’d finally left her, bruised and hurting, she’d managed to will herself to survive. Because she’d thought she might be rescued. That Agent Brad Booker would make good on his promise to protect her.

  Particles of dirt pinged off the mound above her again, the sound growing faint as she imagined him finishing her grave.

  And then the silence.

  It frightened her the most.

  He had gone. Was never coming back. Her body convulsed with fear. She was hidden beneath the ground, locked in the endless quiet.

  No one would ever find her.

  She tried to raise her hand, to roll sideways so she could push at the lid. Her right hand was broken, throbbing with pain, but she dragged her left one to her side, twisted enough to turn slightly, and clawed at the top. Her nails broke into jagged layers, and her fingers were bloody and raw, with splinters jabbing her skin.

  He had nailed the top shut. And laughed as she’d begged him to stop.

  A few grains of sand sifted through the cracks, pelting her face. She blinked at the dust. Tasted dirt.

  It was so dark. If only she had a light.

  But night had fallen outside when he’d laid her in her casket.

  She pushed and scraped until her fingers grew numb. In spite of the unbearable heat, chills cascaded through her as death closed in. Then, slowly, peace washed over her as she reconciled herself to the fact that she was going to die.

  The life she’d dreamed about flashed into her mind—a beautiful white wedding dress. Getting married on a warm, sandy beach with the breeze fluttering the palm leaves and the ocean lapping against the shore. Moonlight shimmered off the sand as they exchanged vows, while her father stood in the distance, smiling proudly.

  Then she and her husband were making love beneath the open trees. Promising to hold each other forever.

  And later, a baby b
oy lay nestled in her arms. A little girl danced toward her.

  A little girl she could buy a birthstone ring for, just as her mother had for her. Once she’d outgrown it, she’d made it into a necklace. But William had stolen that, too. Had ripped it from her throat and thrown it to the ground. It was lost forever. Just like her dreams.

  Too weak to scream, she felt the sob that erupted from her throat die in the dusty abyss of her prison.

  The hopes of that life, of a family, faded with it as she closed her eyes and floated into the darkness.

  * * *

  SHE HAD TO BE ALIVE.

  The tires of Special Agent Brad Booker’s sedan screeched on the wet asphalt as he veered onto the narrow dirt road leading around the old farmhouse. It was pitch-dark, a cloudy moonless night. He’d reached “Death Valley.” At least that was the nickname the locals had dubbed it after several people had died in the valley.

  Now he knew why it had been dubbed the gruesome name.

  The grass and trees all looked brittle and frail from the drought, the outbuildings run-down and dilapidated, the lack of life a sign that it was deserted. He’d heard rumors about the area. That the soil wasn’t fertile. That plants and animals couldn’t thrive here. That families didn’t, either.

  He threw the car into Park, jumped out, grabbed a flashlight and shovel from the trunk and took off running. Behind him two other cars raced up and parked. One his partner, Ethan Manning. The other a squad car from the local Buford police.

  His heart pounded as he tore through the dark, wooded area searching for ground that had been freshly turned. Limbs cracked and branches splintered beneath his boots. It had been over twenty minutes since Brad had received the call from the reporter.

  The call describing the spot where Lisa Langley was buried.

  Jesus.

  Brad had promised to protect her.

  But he’d failed.

  Behind him, the men’s voices sounded as each decided which direction to go. It was so damn dark they could barely see their own feet, the towering oaks and pines like a jungle that blocked out any light. They parted, the locals with the police dogs allowing the hounds to lead. Brad wove behind them to the right, shining his flashlight over the dry ground, ignoring the buzz of insects and threat of snakes as he raced through the briars and brambles. A voice inside his head whispered to him that it was too late.

  Just as it had been for the other four victims.

  Another voice ordered him to fight the panic.

  But the air in the box wouldn’t last long—if the oppressive summer heat didn’t cause Lisa to have heatstroke first. And then the bugs would feast on her body.

  He banished the image and forged on.

  It seemed like hours, but only a few minutes passed before one of the police tracking dogs suddenly howled.

  “Over here!” the officer yelled. “I think we’ve got something.”

  Brad spun around and raced toward him. Seconds later, he spotted the mound of dirt. The single white rose lying on top.

  The Grave Digger’s signature.

  “Damn it!” His heart clutched painfully as he imagined Lisa Langley down below. Terrified. Dying.

  Or dead already.

  He loosened the knot in his tie, then jammed the shovel into the ground, swiping at the perspiration on his face with the back of his shirtsleeve. Manning and the locals followed, digging with a frenzy. Dirt and rocks flew over their shoulders as they worked. Sweat poured down Brad’s face, the sound of the shovels and the men’s labored breathing filling the humid air.

  Finally, the shovel hit something hard. A wooden box. Just like the others.

  His heart pounding, he dug faster, raking away the layers of soil until they uncovered the top of the box.

  “Give me a crowbar and some light!” Brad shouted.

  Ethan knelt beside him, shoved the tool into his hand. Brad attacked the box while the locals shone flashlights on the dark hole.

  The wood broke and splintered. Brad clawed it open. His throat jammed with emotions. Fury. Rage. Guilt.

  Lisa Langley. Such a beautiful young girl. Left naked and dirty. Bruised and beaten. Her fingers were bloody from trying to dig her way out. Her eyes were closed.

  Her body so still.

  “Too late,” one of the locals said.

  “Shit,” the other one muttered.

  “No!” He couldn’t accept it.

  Even though he never went to church, wasn’t sure he was even a believer, a prayer rolled through his head as he reached inside and lifted her out. She was so limp. Heavy. Cold. He spread her across his lap, then immediately began CPR.

  Ethan ran to the car and brought back blankets, draped them over her body, then felt for a pulse.

  Gazes locked, the two men paused, paralyzed, for just a second.

  Brad continued CPR, muttering under his breath. “Come on, damn it, Lisa, breathe! Don’t you dare die on me.”

  Time lapsed into an eternity as they waited. Finally her chest rose slightly.

  Ethan made a choked sound. “Jesus Christ, she’s alive.” He jumped into motion, punching at his cell phone. “Where the hell’s that ambulance? Get it here ASAP—our vic is breathing!”

  Brad sent a thank-you to heaven, then lowered his head and wrapped the blankets more securely around her, rocking her back and forth. “Come on, Lisa, stay with me, sweetheart,” he whispered. “Help is on the way.” He shook her face gently, trying to rouse her into consciousness, but she was in shock. He wrapped the blankets tighter, hugging her closer to warm her. Somehow, if she lived, he’d make it all up to her.

  And when he found the bastard who’d done this to her, he’d make him pay with his life.

  CHAPTER ONE

  Four years later

  “THE GRAVE DIGGER IS BACK.”

  Special Agent Brad Booker stared at the crime scene in shock, the detective’s voice mimicking his own thoughts. The Grave Digger case—this whole scenario reeked of it.

  That first one had almost cost him his career, his entire life.

  His mind ticked over the similarities. Four years ago, the final victim, Lisa Langley, had been found on another moonless night. It had been dark and so damn hot the heat had literally robbed his breath. As if the thought of her missing hadn’t already done so.

  Just like the other victims, he’d found her in a rural, deserted wooded area. Rotting vegetation and overgrown bushes marred the trail. Yet they had plowed through and found the grave tucked into the midst of Death Valley.

  Except today, there was no white rose on the grave. This killer was making his own statement. Adding his personal signature with the gold cross dangling around the woman’s neck. But what was the significance?

  Hopefully, Joann Worthy’s battered body would give them some answers. The stench of blood, decay and death permeated the air. Crime scene technicians combed the woods with flashlights, searching for evidence in the inky night. Insects buzzed noisily. Cameras flashed, capturing all angles of the woman’s lifeless body and her burial spot. The medical examiner was busy logging details of injuries and determining the cause of death. A rookie Buford cop named Surges turned green as he spotted the already decaying body, and ran toward the bushes.

  Brad stood rooted to the spot, sweat coating his neck and trickling down his back. An image of Lisa’s grave four years ago flashed back. Digging furiously in the heat of the night. Praying she was alive. Knowing it was his fault if she didn’t survive.

  Barely resuscitating her.

  And then the trial. Watching Lisa face her attacker. Listening to the gruesome details describing what the man had done to her. Then seeing the man finally locked away.

  Another local, Gunther, sidled up to him. “You sure it’s not the same man? Maybe that first Grave Digger got out of jail.”

  “Impossible.” Brad swiped at the gnats swarming around his face. “William White died in jail nine months ago, of a massive head injury from a prison fight. I identified his body m
yself.” In fact, he had flown directly to the facility the minute he’d heard of White’s demise. Had wanted to make sure for himself the sadistic psycho was really gone. That he could never escape and hurt another woman again.

  Especially Lisa.

  Then Brad had driven to the mountain cabin she’d rented near Ellijay in North Georgia to deliver the news himself. To see the relief on her face.

  To find out if the ghosts still haunted her.

  He’d somehow known they would, that she’d never fully escape them. And when he’d realized that he reminded her of the worst time of her life, he’d forced himself to leave. But he’d never forgotten her. Never stopped blaming himself.

  Never stopped admiring her courage or…imagining that things could have been different if she’d never been a victim.

  But a personal relationship with Lisa Langley was a pipe dream, especially a short-term one, which was all a jaded man like him had to offer. He knew nothing about love. Commitment. Families.

  Dealing with a traumatized victim.

  His own mother had thrown him out as a kid, discarded him like day-old meat. His bitter childhood had nearly turned him into the type of men he chased today. And there were times even now when he thought he might cross the line. Times when he’d come so close that he’d nearly tripped and fallen over to the dark side.

  He had actually done so in the past.

  The night he’d finally gotten his hands on William White, that killer instinct in him had emerged again.

  Sweet, blissful relief to have caught the man had filled him, just as the rage and injustice of what White had done to his victims had made Brad nearly take the man’s life. Because Brad Booker was a man without mercy.

  And White had seen that wrath.

  Brad had no regrets. He would have enjoyed watching the killer die.